...I feel like no matter what I say or how I say it, it will be taken the worst possible way.
...I feel like I cannot change.
...I feel like the world is moving too fast and I will be dead before I ever got the chance to live.
...I feel like I wish I had a heart that worked properly.
...I feel like maybe I wasn't really saved afterall, cause, seriously, wouldn't I be a better person if I had been?
...I feel sorry for my kids for having me as their mother.
...I feel like I lost my way somehow and am now wandering around in the dark looking for my proper path.
...I feel like maybe cleaning the house will make me cleaner too.
...I feel like a dusty piece of scotch tape trying to hold it all together but s-l-o-w-l-y-p-u-l-l-i-n-g-a-p-a-r-t.
...I feel like a jerk.
...I feel like a whiner.
...I feel like nothing at all.
Yeah.
Know what I mean?
4 comments:
Wow..you need some chocolate!!! I know it won't make you feel any better ..but I have also felt all of those same feelings.It is sooooo Satan. He loves to squash us and then laugh at our stupidity. Like it or not you are a daughter of God...and that cannot be changed.So you can either wallow in doubt or live each day as it comes. This is NOT HEAVEN....Imagine if this was Jacob Peter writing this ...how would you address it? ...Mom
You suck.
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Hey! I'm kidding!! There's not enough room in this little box to tell you how many ways you are teriffic, so I'm not going to try.
Suffice to say that our world would be a lot poorer without you. And yours.
We love you, jerk.
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It's like you pulled all that from inside my head.
Hey, at least your baby doesn't look like Carl from Slingblade due to your terrible parenting. Sigh. At least your baby's entire babyhood isn't ruined - especially every one of her "firsts" pictures - due to your sheer stupidity and idiocy as a parent. In fact, your kids look really good, Jess. Mine looks like a total reject. :) So buck up, little camper. It could be worse.
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