Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Sometimes...

...I feel like no matter what I say or how I say it, it will be taken the worst possible way.
...I feel like I cannot change.
...I feel like the world is moving too fast and I will be dead before I ever got the chance to live.
...I feel like I wish I had a heart that worked properly.
...I feel like maybe I wasn't really saved afterall, cause, seriously, wouldn't I be a better person if I had been?
...I feel sorry for my kids for having me as their mother.
...I feel like I lost my way somehow and am now wandering around in the dark looking for my proper path.
...I feel like maybe cleaning the house will make me cleaner too.
...I feel like a dusty piece of scotch tape trying to hold it all together but s-l-o-w-l-y-p-u-l-l-i-n-g-a-p-a-r-t.
...I feel like a jerk.
...I feel like a whiner.
...I feel like nothing at all.

Yeah.

Know what I mean?